Since the last entry on this blog.. thats when i last flown. Been a week. Kinda scary actually. Today, one of my course mates KL cleared his flight test, which means he is going home. I felt happy for him, but at the same time i question myself: What the hell am i doing? Felt so restless, felt so lost. Is not a good feeling. The gap between flights have been way too long. Some may even say aiyah.. only a week. Yes agreed... But I"M NOT YOU! Everyone have a different threshold for the gap... and i dun particularly like the week plus gap. Anything more than a week to me is not a good news. Guess is just me ranting away... Can't say i'm ace, i'm just average: thats why. Confidence level?? Hmmmm.... is not that i can't handle it well, just the procedures gets in my way somehow when i dun practice it often enough...whatever whatever.. too much restlessness in me to be tamed for now.
