iZen

I cleared my night flight test! Yeah!!! =) One more day flight test and i'll get my license and back Singapore. All the hard work from the past one and half year comes to this test.. Have to go all the wayyyyyyyyyyyy! =) *Crossing fingers and toes*

I finally managed to cleared all my dual flights. Now waiting to take my flight test. The flight test is in two segments: Day and Night. I will be taking the night flight test today. =) Will update tonight after my flight.

Fantasy:
*You got your dream job;
*Together with the gal/guy of your dream;
*Stable life, no dramas;
*Friends will always be there for you;
*The world seemed to "revolve" around you.

Reality:
*Job maybe just a "dream" if you really continue dreaming about it. Have to work for it! Reality talks about job security and life-time career.
*Dream gal/guy...i wish. She/he maybe happier with her/his dream. Sad eh.
*Ppl say life is like a drama sometimes, fulls of ups and downs and surprises, so what say you?
*Friends, How many times have you been alone when you need one? Just someone to hold your hand and tell you that you are not. hmmmm.. sound pessimistic, but somehow, not everyone can be by your side all the time. Besides, friends can only be by your side if you let them, and not close your heart to them rite?
*The world is not going to stop revolving with or without you. Just how much difference do i make? I question myself too. If only i touched someone deep enough, to leave my footprints in their life, to make a small difference to their life. I then made the world revolve.

Anyways, just ranting some brainless thoughts of mine since i can't zzzz. Have not been zzzz correctly lately. As in the timing.. Is like 3.45 am now and i'm still awake. Just finished a movie had some jelly as supper. Maybe is the after thoughts from the movie. Thinking that if only life is like a fantasy. To have happy endings most of the time rite? Guess those movie script writers are pretty smart too.. think about this, if every movie is like going to have some sad ending, wouldn't our lives be so "loser" can't even imagine to have some fantasy time. Not many will want to if they choose to do it. As usual, i'm blaming the "late-into-night" theory that drives me to be so "sentimental" and "emotional". Just feel like writing it out. And guess some part of my inner-self want to live in the world of fantasy as well, and is getting pretty nutty considering the time. =P

Cheers anyways!

Pardon me for disappearing for a couple of weeks. So lets start my updates for the "lost" postings.

In my previous entries i mentioned that i've been waiting for quite sometime for my P-check rite? Yup.. i finally took my P-check after 3 weeks of waiting.. Crap waiting time. Did my P-check on the 31th of July. Cleared. =) Yeah! After P-check we have 5 duals to clear then we'll go for the final flight test. Usually take about 2 weeks. But once again.. due to some delay as usual, so far i only cleared 1 flight. @_@ I'm 2 weeks after the p-check. Thought i would be able to go back singapore in time for the National Day, but guess i was wrong. Sigh.. These last few steps are taking way too long. And the weather is not playing kind as well.

So what have i been up to other than that? hmmm.. pretty much nothing. Just the same senseless waiting waiting and waiting. Somehow recently have been rather short-tempered as well. Maybe too much of the waiting also. Or unhappy about bah. Have been thinking about some other stuff as well.

Ever get the feeling that you just feel like screaming? Venting out whatever that have been pent up inside. Yeah... too many things to be unhappy about. Just tend not to think about it. Besides, if i get too unhappy, nothing will change either, might as well not think about it eh. =) My logic =P

Just let me finish all my training. Clear my flight test. And go Home. Is been A year and 2 days!