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Currently is 0055hr and i'm still awake. Sitting up on my bed, unable to sort out my mind. So decided to let it all out here. For the past good 45mins, i've been reading up friend's blogs and some fellow blogger's as well. People updates as and when they like. But sometimes reading those old entries can really bring back memories.

Was reading this particular blog from a special friend of mine. Realised that it was last updated ages ago. Brought back memories. Wondering if one day will my special friend out there be doing the same thing. Also read my best friend's blog along with all.... never really knew she actually had a blog till recently... Glad she told me about it. =) Was on the phone with her earlier on, i was just whineing complaing grumbling blah blah blah..... haha.. i can be such a pest at times. She have been pretty much an exception actually... cos seldom will people "see" that side of me. Usually i prefer being alone to sort things out by myself. Be it good or bad...

I have been wondering if stress or those "positive pressure" is getting into my head.. haven been thinking straight at times. Even at moments like this.. i should be sleeping, but still my mind is wandering out somewhere....

Thinking ever since 2006.
Beginning 2006 = Being too Rationale
Mid 2006 = Stirred Emotions
End 2006 = Totally irrational
Start 2007 = Stablizing turmoils
Mid 2007 = Normal cut off thinking
End 2007 = Balanced
Start 2008 = Great Start
Current = Empty

Just some thoughts coming out from someone who can't sleep in the middle of the night. Writing whatever that comes into mind. Ok.. thats enough for the time being..... unless i still can't sleep, then probably will unload more then.

Coming Tommorrow i'll officially end my ground school =) Yeah! So far everything have been proceeding on well. And today, i went to visit my future baby... really cool! Beautiful! Really can't wait to fly it. =)

We just had a long weekend in singapore.. and me have been slacking a little =P went for two movies 3 dinner appointments and finally my Karaoke session... haha.. =) Been a fruitful break.. went back to my exercises again. feels great to just sweat it out during those workouts and swim. =) The tireness too. haha... makes me feel more alive? =P
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Okay.. enough of my updates. Back to my thoughts. Recently been feeling rather "trapped". Trapped in my own world; Trapped in this confined area of freedom.... Not a extreme feeling about it, but surely not comfortable. I also question myself at times can i go beyond it? hmmm.. maybe not so good a time to be questioning myself...haha.. Is not getting lost, i know what i want clearly, i know my directions. Just some questions here and there only. wonder if you ppl out there feel anything similar?

Mother's day is a day of honoring mothers. Depending on country and culture, mother's day are celebrated on different days.. however in Singapore, as well as most countries, Mother's Day is celebrated on the second sunday in May.

Hereby wish all the mothers out there good health and best wishes. Cheers! =)

Finally after two weeks of mugging was my nick just now.. haha.. yeah.. I finally manage to go out there and have a good dinner and grab a couple of drinks with my buddies =)

Now am back home after my shower. And luckily i came back a little early. As i'm making this entry.. Is pouring outside. Currently decided to update my blog and face-booking, msn-ing at the same time.. LOL..

The weather had been pretty weird recently. Previously was ultra hot at nigths, but for the past two nights had been raining. Thunderstorm clouds building up pretty fast at night. Though i like the cooling weather of the rain and able to sleep in.. heehee.. but the thunder had me waking me up to close my windows in the middle of the night. which is not friendly =P Pretty fast changing weather.

Speaking of that.. the world's weather system at large is going a bit whacky.... @_@

After like 2 weeks into the course.. I finished my tech exam and passed! haha.. Happy Happy! =) Though still must study for Perf and SEP, but not as tough as the tech definitely. More practical stuff... though maybe a little dry at times. =P But still looking forward to the day when i clear everything and start my sims .. Yeah!

I've been like a school kid for the past two weeks... study, go home study go home. Haven been going out at all.. so decided today will be my break.. haha.. going to meet my buddies for dinner and drinks. Finally... =) Just another 2 more weeks and i'll be free all the way.. except preparing of sims and reading up.

Ok ok .. enough of my boring life as a "school kid". Back to reality. Life is pretty much moving on for me... Just a little off track a couple of months back. And i do realise that i need to catch up with a lot of my friends after this course of mine....

A recent small talk we had regarding housing: The housing prices in singapore is really on the steep side nowadays.. i wonder how much will it be when i start my career.. A million?? Standard of living really rocketed over the years. Initially i looked at those studio apartments.. WOW.. they sure cost a bomb.. 800K.. hmm. not in rupees k.. is SDG..At the rate things goes.. will take me at least another 5 yrs before i can even make any deposit for housing =(

Another notion came in was travelling.. maybe stress or whatsoever.. haha.. i really feel like going to some nice beach out there. Have a little bit of tanning, enjoy the sand sun sea. Go play some water sports. Get a massage by the sea tihngy. Have some drinks at night. haha... dreaming eh =P

Okay. back to reality. Going out soon. Cheers! =)