Currently is 0055hr and i'm still awake. Sitting up on my bed, unable to sort out my mind. So decided to let it all out here. For the past good 45mins, i've been reading up friend's blogs and some fellow blogger's as well. People updates as and when they like. But sometimes reading those old entries can really bring back memories.

Was reading this particular blog from a special friend of mine. Realised that it was last updated ages ago. Brought back memories. Wondering if one day will my special friend out there be doing the same thing. Also read my best friend's blog along with all.... never really knew she actually had a blog till recently... Glad she told me about it. =) Was on the phone with her earlier on, i was just whineing complaing grumbling blah blah blah..... haha.. i can be such a pest at times. She have been pretty much an exception actually... cos seldom will people "see" that side of me. Usually i prefer being alone to sort things out by myself. Be it good or bad...

I have been wondering if stress or those "positive pressure" is getting into my head.. haven been thinking straight at times. Even at moments like this.. i should be sleeping, but still my mind is wandering out somewhere....

Thinking ever since 2006.
Beginning 2006 = Being too Rationale
Mid 2006 = Stirred Emotions
End 2006 = Totally irrational
Start 2007 = Stablizing turmoils
Mid 2007 = Normal cut off thinking
End 2007 = Balanced
Start 2008 = Great Start
Current = Empty

Just some thoughts coming out from someone who can't sleep in the middle of the night. Writing whatever that comes into mind. Ok.. thats enough for the time being..... unless i still can't sleep, then probably will unload more then.