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Surprisingly i had my weekends free due to the postponing back of my sim trainings. Will be doing my basecheck later.. wish me luck eh =)

Yup.. so for the weekend i decided to take a walk in the park connectors. Start our journey from Kent Ridge park then to Mt Faber then end at Harbourfront. Is a pretty long walk. But is worth it. Is a beautiful walk. Managed to discover the beautiful places that i've missed out when engrossing myself in this city life.

Is a very relaxing and destressing walk indeed. =) Felt so refreshed and recharged...the photos are posted inside my facebook http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=42081&id=637046860
Can't post it up here anymore..too many.

Cheers!=)

Yeah... I'm finally having a technically 3 day break. Note: technically. Given that i need to "pay back" my sleep debts and having to study plus having to leave my house early enough to go for my Sat's graveyard Sim session. haha.. i'm down with two days.

Today is the first day le. Met up with my JC mates. Two happy mums. One giving birth soon within these two months. Another is happy with just one for now. Topics that we talk about are so different nowadays. About kids about family. Guess i'll be into that topic when i have a family of my own. For now, i'm happy to just find out more info and knowing that life is going well for them =)

Me just came back from a "supper" session. Super bloated with drinks today. Had too much of coffee and tea. @_@ And not much capacity left for my durian which now been kept into the fridge. So much more fruits in my fridge now .. have rock melon, jumbu, apple, orange, now durian. Yeah! I'll grab it tommorrow before my sis finishes them.

Actually nowadays i'm having a little of a mix feelings about night. Night time is good for some quiet thinking. Having time alone to sort things out. And considering that I'm being so awake at night.. it sorts of makes the night even more quiet. But most of my friends now are zzzz... sianz. Wanna catch up but can't. And no weekends for me. Now is like giving me a preview of the life i'm about to have.

Recently also recieved a mail from friend saying that shes so tired from all the travelling and wondering how can i stand it especially for me that i'm doing this for life. Din give much thought about it. Cos is my job and i guess is a different mentally in all. =) But i'm sure i'll blog out my feelings then.

Oh.. one more thing before i stop my essay writing... i realise i'm reading blogs more than i'm writing it somehow. haha... but just decided to update a little before my blog grows mouldy. =P Thats all folks! Cheers!

Its been close to a month since i last made any entries. Me will give the same old excuses of being busy again... And of course my pure laziness at times =P

Time is now 0550. About to go to bed soon. Later will be having sim (Simulator) training. And this is the major reason why i'm not updating as often. Since i'm at this... yup yup.. me still training at this moment. Seemingly endless. And still having a way to go. My training schedule for this month is pretty packed. In fact i have only left with 5 days of break for the rest of the month. all my weekends are burnt. No Sats and No Suns. So basically that means No life too.. while looking at the bright side of things is that i'll be able to complete my training faster since everything is so packed.

Training nowadays is getting tougher as it goes, learning curve is pretty steep as well. Maybe due expectations as well. Since we are currently considered as undergoing conversion and not exactly the ab-intial type. A lot of self-descipline and self-motivation. Even my mum said that its the first time that she sees me studying hard for something. Oppss... haha.. Cos i know what lies ahead for me. Quoting from one of the captain: is not stress is just positive pressure that we are feeling. =)

Other than my training.. pretty much nothing special going for me. Just that once a while i do get those "down" moments. Yes.. cos i'm still a human. =P Just that nowadays i tend to be more positive. Having a lighter outlook of life. Not as grey. Not as complex.

As for some of my friends asking me hows my relationship life is... haha.. i gave all the same answer. I'm still unwanted. Nobody wants me. =D Not that i dun want. Is just that i leave it up to fate. Let nature takes its course. Oh.. triggered something. My best friend's BF finally proposed to her. =) And my sec buddy C* also gotten a new gf. at least something happy to talk about eh =) Errmm.. though not a very new news. haha..

okay .. once again.. i think shall stop for now.. time to grab some zzz before those construction workers start drilling laterz. I'll update again bah. Cheers!