Its been close to a month since i last made any entries. Me will give the same old excuses of being busy again... And of course my pure laziness at times =P

Time is now 0550. About to go to bed soon. Later will be having sim (Simulator) training. And this is the major reason why i'm not updating as often. Since i'm at this... yup yup.. me still training at this moment. Seemingly endless. And still having a way to go. My training schedule for this month is pretty packed. In fact i have only left with 5 days of break for the rest of the month. all my weekends are burnt. No Sats and No Suns. So basically that means No life too.. while looking at the bright side of things is that i'll be able to complete my training faster since everything is so packed.

Training nowadays is getting tougher as it goes, learning curve is pretty steep as well. Maybe due expectations as well. Since we are currently considered as undergoing conversion and not exactly the ab-intial type. A lot of self-descipline and self-motivation. Even my mum said that its the first time that she sees me studying hard for something. Oppss... haha.. Cos i know what lies ahead for me. Quoting from one of the captain: is not stress is just positive pressure that we are feeling. =)

Other than my training.. pretty much nothing special going for me. Just that once a while i do get those "down" moments. Yes.. cos i'm still a human. =P Just that nowadays i tend to be more positive. Having a lighter outlook of life. Not as grey. Not as complex.

As for some of my friends asking me hows my relationship life is... haha.. i gave all the same answer. I'm still unwanted. Nobody wants me. =D Not that i dun want. Is just that i leave it up to fate. Let nature takes its course. Oh.. triggered something. My best friend's BF finally proposed to her. =) And my sec buddy C* also gotten a new gf. at least something happy to talk about eh =) Errmm.. though not a very new news. haha..

okay .. once again.. i think shall stop for now.. time to grab some zzz before those construction workers start drilling laterz. I'll update again bah. Cheers!