tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it!!Life can only be understood backwards; but it MUST be lived forward.Trust those who have gone before you, help those who follow behind you. MokoFeed2009-11-09T20:34:42+01:00tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2009-01-05:/2009/01/05/5-days-behind-5323521/xiang3102009-01-05T04:45:25+01:002009-01-05T04:45:25+01:00 <p>Happy New Year 2009!<br> Yeah.. kinda late in wishing a happy new year.. well.. in fact is still christmas.. 12 days of christmas.. =) haha.. </p> <p>So what went on for the festive season for you? For me is pretty much a stressful time.. Had my Line check on christmas eve.. and during the "holiday season" till yesterday, i had my tests..<br> Though having those tests, can't say i din enjoy myself. =P Spend time with my gf. Celebrated her birthday, Hopefully i made it special enough for her. =) And the coincidental thingy was that her birthday was the same as my best friend.. haha... who knows.. maybe next time we'll get to celebrate it all together =)</p> <p>Oh yah.. me cleared all my tests! Yeah!!!! Happy. =) heehee.. now back to my training... starting my second phase of training..really looking forward to the end of my training. crossing fingers and toes real tight. Its been 3 years since i started training... a real long time eh. Well.. at least now i can see some light nearing the end of tunnel, no longer like in the past was still in the dark. However said, life in company still pretty tense... attributed to the nature of job. Look glamorous, chill, however high pressure, cos can't afford to make mistakes. Well... i've chosen my path.. and will not regret it. =) </p> <p>As for new year resolution..hmmm.. haven given much thots to it yet. how about you? </p> <p>Anyway.. cheers! =) Happy new year and a merry christmas! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2009/01/05/5-days-behind-5323521/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-12-03:/2008/12/03/i-dun-know-what-title-to-put-up-here-5158147/xiang3102008-12-03T20:53:34+01:002008-12-03T20:53:34+01:00 <p>Its been 48days since my last entry. Yeah i know is a long time. In fact i tried updating my blog several times but with failed attempts. Cos everytime i write something down in here... i think i should not post it up.. for whatever reasons it maybe.. i forgot seriously. </p> <p>Guess tonite.. since i'm unable to get to zzzz.. i decided to write something in here. Maybe is also a form of outlet for me to vent. </p> <p>Its been a while since i dislike myself. Yeah.. sounds weird. Dislike as in in the past i procrastinate and overlook stuff and etc etc etc... Yeah... i dislike the "me" inside me today. Not too sure if i even understand myself at times. Today somehow i got overly emotional and my mind wandered pretty much a lot today. Is bad. Cos i have some negative feelings inside me. So much so that i dislike the "me". Well.. I know that i'll probably brush this off tomorrow morning when i wake up. But just wanna remind myself that i should not be doing what i did just now. It can be bad. I should have held back and not make things too complicated. However i made a Booboo just now. What can i say... my bad. Just that my mind wasn't really what my heart is telling me. Timing is just not right. Be it fate testing me or someone trying to be funny...guess i had a bad taste for it. Been a while since i cared that much i pressume. *just a side-note: I'm not grouchy nor unhappy when i'm writing this.. in fact i felt pretty at peace with myself. </p> <p>Okay.. thats enough for my mumbling. If you dun understand what i'm writing here... is normal... is just random words joining up to remind myself the next time i look at it. In fact, i'm surprised at myself to be so at peace. haha... i thot i'll be sulking and be grouchy throughout =P NAH.. i prefer to stay happy and not sink too deeply into negative thoughts. Though once in a while is good to get a reality check. =P</p> <p>Lets just share something else. I had my test date brought forward. Good and bad. Good cos can clear it earlier.. bad cos is something new. All i can say is i'll try my best and cross my fingers and toes. So far my progress is not too bad =) hopefully everything will fall in place nicely. </p> <p>Things between me and my gf have been great! =) Shes a special gal. Shall skip those details for the past months if not will have to censor too much stuff haha and will be seeing xxxxxxxx all the time. I guess i'm really lucky. Counting my blessings. And to date.. it still feels like a dream coming true. All i can say is i'll cherish and cross my fingers. If is still a dream make it a life long one. If is real.. tell me. Let me know is real. </p> <p>For my buddies and "sisters".. things going on pretty good for them as well. =) think Col is getting married soon, Yi not too sure. but soon i guess. YC well... still looking around. Hope he'll get one soon. JM have someone in mind, wish him luck. TF still in the states.. and guess his wife is looking him up this month. =) J and G are doing fine. HY hopefully to sort out her thoughts, WL to progress. </p> <p>As for my best friend, recently her article and pic was featured in the newspapers.. =) Felt really happy for her. And feel her joy and happiness. And she was busy with her wedding stuff and housing stuff.. Knowing that her career and love life is so ..errmm.. good.. haha.. just felt happy for her. I do envy her. Can balance her life. I'm not sure if i can be like that. I know we have not been contacting each other as often as we want to. For whatever reasons there maybe, i still regard her as my best friend and my family regardless. </p> <p>And well.. this dec month seems to be a good month for wedding.. theres several wedding invitations.. however i can't make it to all due work committments.. hmmm.. really hope to attend all, but can't. TRY TRY TRY... =) </p> <p>Okay.. thats all folks. cheers.</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/12/03/i-dun-know-what-title-to-put-up-here-5158147/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-10-16:/2008/10/16/emo-4882575/xiang3102008-10-16T19:49:36+02:002008-10-16T19:49:36+02:00 <p>I can't get to zzzzz.. so decided to make an entry in here. Just need an outlet i guess. In fact i'm feeling pretty sad and disappointed now. Maybe thats why i had things up my mind. And i'm not that good with thinking and sleeping at the same time. Somehow the zzz monsters dun like me thinking too much when they visit me. @_@</p> <p>Its been some time since i last had such feelings of disappointment and sadness to say. Is just an bulit-up thing i guess, and just wanna pen this down somewhere. Basically i'm recently "wanted", and currently my gf is not in town... and i've not seen her for a week. Love can be a strange thing.. driving both ways.. i was happy.. then now i'm sad and disappointed. First and foremost is just today that i felt this way. Hopefully will not continue on tmr. I became rather sad when i din manage to contact my gf for the entire afternoon till almost night time.. and when i finally manage to get her... i so wanted to see her on VC, even for a sec. but nope. T_T have to wait till tmr. Cos shes tired and getting late. Logically i can understand perfectly. However, i dun think i'm that logical and rationale.. just being emotional NOW.. which explains why i feel sad and disappointed. Consolation is that i get to VC her in the morning laterz.. i hope...</p> <p>The only thing that made me felt better was her photos and letters. Lucky! I felt much much better after reading her letters and broswing the pics. Its amazing that two months before i was still very much unaffected unemotional guy.. but two months later after her "popping" into my life i had such feelings. This made me realise one thing. I'll cherish.... There are some more other things that are just beyond my limited vocab.. but i'm sure you know what i'm trying to say here. </p> <p>Its really amazing for me to be in such situation in fact. The stability and emotional committment made my relationship with her seem so "long". On a personal note.. is hard enough to get me into a relationship and not to mention even harder for me to reach such a level of committment. Hmmm... anyway.. shall just stop my whining and crapping here. </p> <p>Nitez everyone.. i shall just find my zzz monsters to play with. Meanwhile counting down to sunday.... the day that i can see her again.=) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/10/16/emo-4882575/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-10-09:/2008/10/09/timing-4843736/xiang3102008-10-09T09:34:26+02:002008-10-09T09:34:26+02:00 <p>As usual... i'm late in updating my blog.. heehee.. =P But is better late than never rite ? </p> <p>Anyway.. the wed flight that i was talking about previously after my MC. It was to Japan. Its one of most eye-opening flights for me. As i realised there are so many things that i still need to learn! Nevertheless, the skipper was very nice. I was really lucky to have gotten him. In fact i felt very bad. Bad as in i did not live up to his expectation of me. I've told myself that i'll do better! </p> <p>My next flight out will be tmr to NZ. Have tons of materials to prepare.. hopefully i can digest them inside my brain.. hee</p> <p>Today will need to accompany Wen<img src="/img/smilies/graysmilewinkgrin.gif" alt=";D" class="middle" border="0"> cos when i leave for NZ tmr, i will not be able to accompany her for the next 10 over days... =( cos when i come back, she'll be in japan for holiday with her family, and when she come back from her holiday, i've another flight to japan... the timing is just so bad.... going to miss her... T_T</p> <p>okay.. better stop before i start my nonsense about the emptiness =P cheers! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/10/09/timing-4843736/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-10-09:/2008/10/09/lyrics-i-finally-found-someone-bryan-adams-4843458/xiang3102008-10-09T08:27:20+02:002008-10-09T08:27:20+02:00 <p>Or maybe someone finally wants me.. haha =P really nice song. =) Guess i'm just been sentimental heehee<br> ==============================<br> I finally found someone<br> That knocks me off my feet<br> I finally found the one<br> That makes me feel complete<br> It started over coffe<br> We strated out as friends<br> It's funny how from simple things<br> The best things begin </p> <p>This time is different<br> And it's all because of you<br> It's better than it's ever been<br> 'Cause we can talk it though<br> My favouite line was<br> "Can I call you sometime"<br> It's all you had to say<br> To take my breath away </p> <p>This is it, oh I finally found someone<br> Someone to share my life<br> I finally found the one<br> To be with every night<br> 'Cause whatever I do<br> It's just got to be you<br> My life has just begun<br> I finally found someone </p> <p>Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind<br> I apologise, baby that's fine<br> I would wait forever just to know you were mine </p> <p>You know I love your hair<br> Are you sure it looks right?<br> I love what you wear<br> Isn't it too tight?<br> You're exceptional<br> I can't wait for the rest of my life </p> <p>This is it, oh I finally found someone<br> Someone to share my life<br> I finally found the one<br> To be with every night<br> 'Cause whatever I do<br> It's just got to be you<br> My life has just begun<br> I finally found someone<br> And whatever I do<br> It's just got to be you<br> My life has just begun<br> I finally found someone </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/10/09/lyrics-i-finally-found-someone-bryan-adams-4843458/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-09-27:/2008/09/27/its-been-a-month-4786914/xiang3102008-09-27T11:07:44+02:002008-09-27T11:07:44+02:00 <p>From the last entry that i've made.. its been exactly a month. During this month a lot of things happened. Its not exactly a life changing month, however this month made my life more complete, giving my life an additional meaning. </p> <p>This may sound crazy to some people. And i used to be one of those who think likewise....but in this one month i've met someone really special. "Love at first sight" is probably just a statement in the past, however that someone special had brought a whole new meaning to the very same statement that i did not believe in. I use to think LUST rather than LOVE at first sight is more appropriate..=P Guess someone made me change my mind. heehee. Or is it the fireworks that sparked off everything?? =P i wonder? But one thing for sure.. i'm grateful to that fireworks! haha.. if not for the fireworks, the two of us probably just end up a walking stranger to each other's life. Timing, location, people, all perfectly falling nicely in place. In my last entry i mentioned about a dream... too good to be true. Yes.. i'm living it now. haha.. She just waltz into my life... so beautiful, so gracious. Bringing with her the music of life, and beauty of being loved. =) </p> <p>Okay.. i think i shall stop before everything gets too mushy. =P For the past few times that i tried to blog, was unsucessful, cos i knew i'll be too "overwhelmed" to write anything normal. haha... though now still a bit =P but is definitely much much better. hee. </p> <p>This month other than the fairytale-like relationship that i've gotten myself in, another was my career! =) This one month since my promotion was going great! My flights have been fruitful all these while...though i'm still a little scare at times.. but i'll rather attribute that to human nature to fear the unknown and learning the new things =P haha.. i'm a human afterall =) </p> <p>Been an eye-opener for me. Been to Korea, Bali, South Africa Jo'burg...really looking forward to the all my futher destinations =)<br> Just one not so good news is that i fell sick when i came back from jo'burg. Currently on 2 days MC, had to cancel my tomorrow flight =( thats bad. Hopefully i'll be able to recover before my wed flight. </p> <p>*crossing fingers and toes. Okay.. shall stop now. cheers! =)</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/09/27/its-been-a-month-4786914/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-08-27:/2008/08/27/been-rainy-4642585/xiang3102008-08-27T08:20:22+02:002008-08-27T08:20:22+02:00 <p>Someone mentioned that my last entry as "last friday".. so must update update.. hee</p> <p>For the past couple of days its been rainy rainy rainy... dun like "melting" in rain =P But i do like the rain when i'm nicely snugged in bed. just enjoying the cool cool air. Such a nice setting for zzzz.. heehee</p> <p>Okay.. speaking of rain. On the fireworks day.. it rained too. But guess lady luck was with us. The drizzle stopped before the fireworks begin. No umbrella to block the fireworks, no fear when mounting those tripots and holding cams to capture those beautiful moments. =) LUCKY!</p> <p>Sun i wasn't that lucky.. I left my house when the rain stop and soon enough.. the rain caught up again while i was nearing the golfing range, half "melted" by the time i ran to the driving range. Even after lesson i was drenched too... @_@ still remember we have to sit out to wait for the rain to be smaller before we left the coffeeshop.</p> <p>Yesterday and today also rainy rainy. Hopefully later when i go for my golf lesson will stop raining.. can't really see the ball when the rain is so heavy...<br> ===========================================================</p> <p>Okay.. thats all for the rainy entry. Now my progess entry..making it sound so errmm educational =P heehee... </p> <p>I've received my first schedule =)<br> 30 Aug Hong Kong (back Evening)<br> 01 Sep Bangkok (back almost mid-night)</p> <p>The rest of my schedule may still be subjected to change.. but it looks great so far. heehee.. really excited. Finally into the big league as the capts mentioned during the interview. =) One more step towards living my dream.</p> <p>Recently i've been having late nights again.... not just cuz i'm on phone/internet/msn/sms/reading/computer games/anime/etc...ok.. these play a part too, just like yesterday..haha.. but usually i still sleep only at about 4am or so.. guess my mind have been running wild again. =P All those random thoughts... i wonder why? Is it the rainy that made me dreamy all these while? haha.. </p> <p>Things have been going pretty smoothly for me... at least thats what i think.. Hopefully is not just a passing dream. If is a dream.. make this real... if not, let it continue for as long as it goes.. </p> <p>Can it be also fear of losing? Everything seems to fall in place so nicely, perfectly, smoothly...hmmm...godsentgift..*Cross fingers and toes*</p> <p>As compared to some of my friends whom i recently metup with. their situation are not exactly desirable. Everyone have their share of ups and downs. Hopefully they will soon see the sunshine after the rain. And we'll all be there together to see the new beginning. </p> <p>OK.. thats about all for now.. i guess.. if have anymore then will update again =) cheers! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/08/27/been-rainy-4642585/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-08-22:/2008/08/22/is-a-beautiful-friday-4624101/xiang3102008-08-22T19:31:35+02:002008-08-22T19:31:35+02:00 <p>Many will say TGIF.. in case you dun know that means Thank God Is Friday. =P I din know that in the past.. hee<br> Yup yup.. those working finally get to see the weekend. =) As for me.. is still pretty much the same since i'm not "working" at the moment. </p> <p>Is a long long journey... and yes. I had my interview on thursday. Finally after 2yrs 8mths I've gotten my official promotion. I gotten my first bar! And to make it a more beautiful day.. I collected my license today! Finally gotten it endorsed. =) And in celebration .. I had fireworks! Nah.. i dun have the money to buy fireworks.. but managed to see fireworks, which is part of the National Day celebrations. And for the first time ever, i step onto the floating platform. =)</p> <p>The fireworks were fantastic! took a couple of videos till my phone went totally flat. @_@ but nevertheless, i capture them in my memories =)<br> After the fireworks went for drinks at HV. Also been sometime since i last spent the late hours inside coffeebean. Cos usually will be at tangos or some other places. Wanted to chill out at the nice nice 2am dessert, but it was packed. I guess will have to wait out till the next time. =) </p> <p>Okay... time to log off for now..cheers! =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/08/22/is-a-beautiful-friday-4624101/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-08-18:/2008/08/18/smiles-4604615/xiang3102008-08-18T16:14:15+02:002008-08-18T16:14:15+02:00 <p>I've finally gotten my aircraft training out of the way =) Yeah! waited for a month for it and cancelled twice.. and YES! Done! And i just submitted my license today.. heehee... </p> <p>Over the past days... have done several stuff.<br> I went to the night safari. Its the first time that since it opened ages ago.. hee. No more mountain tortise...<br> Just last friday...I went for my mum's graduation dinner... Yes.. my mum's graduation.. she took some course and grad.. and she "booked" me weeks ago. haha.. and for the first time we took the Singapore flyer together =)<br> And to top-up on the happiness... I had my aircraft training on sat morning.. hee. Its just great! =)After that had lunch cum dinner with my best friend... shes leaving singapore on wed for work and holiday for 3 weeks. At night went celebrating my primary school friend's birthday, played some board games at settlers cafe. </p> <p>As for yesterday.. went to my best friend's place to pass her a lugguge bag for her trip. At night went to this white rabbit place to celebrate Val's birthday. Glad she had a good time =) </p> <p>And yup.. today went back collect my license form and submit it. and did all my claims... hope it comes in soon before i start eating grass... haha.. cheers! =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/08/18/smiles-4604615/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-08-05:/2008/08/05/over-the-weekend-4545301/xiang3102008-08-05T10:55:19+02:002008-08-05T10:55:19+02:00 <p>So what have you done over the weekend?<br> As for me .. I went for my K-session on sat, and went for a picnic on sun =)<br> The K-session had a pretty good turn-out. Had 11 of us. We were given a super big room. Had shakers and all. It was actually a room for 20 over and theres only 11 of us, so it as pretty spacious. We had lots of fun =) standing up to sing, playing the shakers and all.. haha.. all the indivduals' mini concerts =P And this time round.. we remembered to take pics. hee.. will post them up soon.<br> As for sun..Is been such a long time since i last went on a picnic.. it was pretty fun. We prepared a lot of food just for the 5 of us.. haha. salad, sandwiches, chips, muffins, dessert, Chocky, drinks... couldn't finish. We played cards and frisbee as well.. next time probably should bring a kite along =P and i should bring my blades to blade as well. Once a while relax and go for a picnic enjoy the sun.</p> <p>Oh.. and one good news. i'll be doing my aircraft training tmr =) haha finally. Cross fingers and hope for the best! =) Looking forward to it.. yeah! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/08/05/over-the-weekend-4545301/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-07-31:/2008/07/31/missed-by-a-little-4523581/xiang3102008-07-31T09:35:04+02:002008-07-31T09:35:04+02:00 <p>I've read 3 more books in the past couple of days.. haha.. =) really sit back and relax. And this week had been a pretty packed week for me.. or rather i made it that packed so that time will be more meaningfully spent =P I went blading, tried Yoga, made an effort to do my license, went for spa and message, finished my books, did my US visa. </p> <p>And speaking of US visa, which resulted in my miss... i recieved a call this morning for my training.. and guess what.. i just submitted my passport for the US visa application. literally i recieved the call when i stepped out of the embassy... BOY oh BOY.. how can it be such conincidence... *faintz* waited two weeks and now back to the queue list again @_@</p> <p>But nevertheless, i'm getting it back on monday, hopefully will be scheduled soon again for my training. =) meanwhile cheers everyone =) </p> <p>PS: me going to learn golf next week. heehee.. one more activity on my list =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/07/31/missed-by-a-little-4523581/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-07-24:/2008/07/24/reading-4493955/xiang3102008-07-24T19:14:35+02:002008-07-24T19:14:35+02:00 <p>I started reading again. =) used to be my hobbies.. can't believe that i'm that nerdy rite =P haha.. yup yup i do read =)Wide range reading, no particular liking.</p> <p>The latest book i've read was tuesdays with morrie. Really touching. Beautifully written. And it really brings out the emotional part of me at least. heehee.. </p> <p>Complexities of life often blind us to ignore a lot of things.. and reading a book like such do remind me of values that i once cherished so deeply. Made me re-evaluate certain part of me. </p> <p>ok.... shall start another one tmr =) i pretty much enjoy to go to a coffee place, sit down, enjoy my book and a hot coffee =) cheers! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/07/24/reading-4493955/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-07-20:/2008/07/20/finally-one-more-step-closer-4473397/xiang3102008-07-20T12:47:39+02:002008-07-20T12:47:39+02:00 <p>I know its been a while since my last update.. .as usual =P. And yup yup.. same old excuses of me being busy and lazy at the same time.. which explains why no entry =P. </p> <p>And to share a great piece of news.. me cleared the sims training and now waiting for the aircraft training.. which i've no idea how long i'll need to wait. But at least one thing for sure is that i can finally go into the real thing not a sim =) Really looking forward to it... haha... </p> <p>And meanwhile i'll have nothing at hands.. super free... super relax.. haa =) yup yup.. will have more time to update my blog once again. </p> <p>Cheers! =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/07/20/finally-one-more-step-closer-4473397/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-06-29:/2008/06/29/a-walk-in-nature-4380356/xiang3102008-06-29T15:09:24+02:002008-06-29T15:09:24+02:00 <p>Surprisingly i had my weekends free due to the postponing back of my sim trainings. Will be doing my basecheck later.. wish me luck eh =)</p> <p>Yup.. so for the weekend i decided to take a walk in the park connectors. Start our journey from Kent Ridge park then to Mt Faber then end at Harbourfront. Is a pretty long walk. But is worth it. Is a beautiful walk. Managed to discover the beautiful places that i've missed out when engrossing myself in this city life. </p> <p>Is a very relaxing and destressing walk indeed. =) Felt so refreshed and recharged...the photos are posted inside my facebook <a href="http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=42081&id=637046860">http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=42081&id=637046860</a><br> Can't post it up here anymore..too many. </p> <p>Cheers!=) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/06/29/a-walk-in-nature-4380356/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-06-18:/2008/06/18/break-4333066/xiang3102008-06-18T18:47:10+02:002008-06-18T18:47:10+02:00 <p>Yeah... I'm finally having a technically 3 day break. Note: technically. Given that i need to "pay back" my sleep debts and having to study plus having to leave my house early enough to go for my Sat's graveyard Sim session. haha.. i'm down with two days. </p> <p>Today is the first day le. Met up with my JC mates. Two happy mums. One giving birth soon within these two months. Another is happy with just one for now. Topics that we talk about are so different nowadays. About kids about family. Guess i'll be into that topic when i have a family of my own. For now, i'm happy to just find out more info and knowing that life is going well for them =) </p> <p>Me just came back from a "supper" session. Super bloated with drinks today. Had too much of coffee and tea. @_@ And not much capacity left for my durian which now been kept into the fridge. So much more fruits in my fridge now .. have rock melon, jumbu, apple, orange, now durian. Yeah! I'll grab it tommorrow before my sis finishes them. </p> <p>Actually nowadays i'm having a little of a mix feelings about night. Night time is good for some quiet thinking. Having time alone to sort things out. And considering that I'm being so awake at night.. it sorts of makes the night even more quiet. But most of my friends now are zzzz... sianz. Wanna catch up but can't. And no weekends for me. Now is like giving me a preview of the life i'm about to have. </p> <p>Recently also recieved a mail from friend saying that shes so tired from all the travelling and wondering how can i stand it especially for me that i'm doing this for life. Din give much thought about it. Cos is my job and i guess is a different mentally in all. =) But i'm sure i'll blog out my feelings then. </p> <p>Oh.. one more thing before i stop my essay writing... i realise i'm reading blogs more than i'm writing it somehow. haha... but just decided to update a little before my blog grows mouldy. =P Thats all folks! Cheers! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/06/18/break-4333066/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-06-15:/2008/06/15/me-progressss-4320374/xiang3102008-06-15T23:15:59+02:002008-06-15T23:15:59+02:00 <p>Its been close to a month since i last made any entries. Me will give the same old excuses of being busy again... And of course my pure laziness at times =P</p> <p>Time is now 0550. About to go to bed soon. Later will be having sim (Simulator) training. And this is the major reason why i'm not updating as often. Since i'm at this... yup yup.. me still training at this moment. Seemingly endless. And still having a way to go. My training schedule for this month is pretty packed. In fact i have only left with 5 days of break for the rest of the month. all my weekends are burnt. No Sats and No Suns. So basically that means No life too.. while looking at the bright side of things is that i'll be able to complete my training faster since everything is so packed. </p> <p>Training nowadays is getting tougher as it goes, learning curve is pretty steep as well. Maybe due expectations as well. Since we are currently considered as undergoing conversion and not exactly the ab-intial type. A lot of self-descipline and self-motivation. Even my mum said that its the first time that she sees me studying hard for something. Oppss... haha.. Cos i know what lies ahead for me. Quoting from one of the captain: is not stress is just positive pressure that we are feeling. =) </p> <p>Other than my training.. pretty much nothing special going for me. Just that once a while i do get those "down" moments. Yes.. cos i'm still a human. =P Just that nowadays i tend to be more positive. Having a lighter outlook of life. Not as grey. Not as complex. </p> <p>As for some of my friends asking me hows my relationship life is... haha.. i gave all the same answer. I'm still unwanted. Nobody wants me. =D Not that i dun want. Is just that i leave it up to fate. Let nature takes its course. Oh.. triggered something. My best friend's BF finally proposed to her. =) And my sec buddy C* also gotten a new gf. at least something happy to talk about eh =) Errmm.. though not a very new news. haha..</p> <p>okay .. once again.. i think shall stop for now.. time to grab some zzz before those construction workers start drilling laterz. I'll update again bah. Cheers! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/06/15/me-progressss-4320374/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-05-21:/2008/05/21/sleepless-hours-4204059/xiang3102008-05-21T18:19:48+02:002008-05-21T18:19:48+02:00 <p>Currently is 0055hr and i'm still awake. Sitting up on my bed, unable to sort out my mind. So decided to let it all out here. For the past good 45mins, i've been reading up friend's blogs and some fellow blogger's as well. People updates as and when they like. But sometimes reading those old entries can really bring back memories. </p> <p>Was reading this particular blog from a special friend of mine. Realised that it was last updated ages ago. Brought back memories. Wondering if one day will my special friend out there be doing the same thing. Also read my best friend's blog along with all.... never really knew she actually had a blog till recently... Glad she told me about it. =) Was on the phone with her earlier on, i was just whineing complaing grumbling blah blah blah..... haha.. i can be such a pest at times. She have been pretty much an exception actually... cos seldom will people "see" that side of me. Usually i prefer being alone to sort things out by myself. Be it good or bad...</p> <p>I have been wondering if stress or those "positive pressure" is getting into my head.. haven been thinking straight at times. Even at moments like this.. i should be sleeping, but still my mind is wandering out somewhere.... </p> <p>Thinking ever since 2006.<br> Beginning 2006 = Being too Rationale<br> Mid 2006 = Stirred Emotions<br> End 2006 = Totally irrational<br> Start 2007 = Stablizing turmoils<br> Mid 2007 = Normal cut off thinking<br> End 2007 = Balanced<br> Start 2008 = Great Start<br> Current = Empty</p> <p>Just some thoughts coming out from someone who can't sleep in the middle of the night. Writing whatever that comes into mind. Ok.. thats enough for the time being..... unless i still can't sleep, then probably will unload more then. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/05/21/sleepless-hours-4204059/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-05-20:/2008/05/20/progress-4198770/xiang3102008-05-20T17:32:24+02:002008-05-20T17:32:24+02:00 <p>Coming Tommorrow i'll officially end my ground school =) Yeah! So far everything have been proceeding on well. And today, i went to visit my future baby... really cool! Beautiful! Really can't wait to fly it. =)</p> <p>We just had a long weekend in singapore.. and me have been slacking a little =P went for two movies 3 dinner appointments and finally my Karaoke session... haha.. =) Been a fruitful break.. went back to my exercises again. feels great to just sweat it out during those workouts and swim. =) The tireness too. haha... makes me feel more alive? =P<br> =============================</p> <p>Okay.. enough of my updates. Back to my thoughts. Recently been feeling rather "trapped". Trapped in my own world; Trapped in this confined area of freedom.... Not a extreme feeling about it, but surely not comfortable. I also question myself at times can i go beyond it? hmmm.. maybe not so good a time to be questioning myself...haha.. Is not getting lost, i know what i want clearly, i know my directions. Just some questions here and there only. wonder if you ppl out there feel anything similar? </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/05/20/progress-4198770/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-05-11:/2008/05/11/happy-mother-s-day-4158307/xiang3102008-05-11T07:21:06+02:002008-05-11T07:21:06+02:00 <p>Mother's day is a day of honoring mothers. Depending on country and culture, mother's day are celebrated on different days.. however in Singapore, as well as most countries, Mother's Day is celebrated on the second sunday in May. </p> <p>Hereby wish all the mothers out there good health and best wishes. Cheers! =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/05/11/happy-mother-s-day-4158307/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-05-10:/2008/05/10/just-another-entry-4157428/xiang3102008-05-10T21:36:37+02:002008-05-10T21:36:37+02:00 <p>Finally after two weeks of mugging was my nick just now.. haha.. yeah.. I finally manage to go out there and have a good dinner and grab a couple of drinks with my buddies =) </p> <p>Now am back home after my shower. And luckily i came back a little early. As i'm making this entry.. Is pouring outside. Currently decided to update my blog and face-booking, msn-ing at the same time.. LOL.. </p> <p>The weather had been pretty weird recently. Previously was ultra hot at nigths, but for the past two nights had been raining. Thunderstorm clouds building up pretty fast at night. Though i like the cooling weather of the rain and able to sleep in.. heehee.. but the thunder had me waking me up to close my windows in the middle of the night. which is not friendly =P Pretty fast changing weather. </p> <p>Speaking of that.. the world's weather system at large is going a bit whacky.... @_@ </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/05/10/just-another-entry-4157428/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-05-10:/2008/05/10/some-thoughts-4155091/xiang3102008-05-10T09:49:22+02:002008-05-10T09:49:22+02:00 <p>After like 2 weeks into the course.. I finished my tech exam and passed! haha.. Happy Happy! =) Though still must study for Perf and SEP, but not as tough as the tech definitely. More practical stuff... though maybe a little dry at times. =P But still looking forward to the day when i clear everything and start my sims .. Yeah! </p> <p>I've been like a school kid for the past two weeks... study, go home study go home. Haven been going out at all.. so decided today will be my break.. haha.. going to meet my buddies for dinner and drinks. Finally... =) Just another 2 more weeks and i'll be free all the way.. except preparing of sims and reading up. </p> <p>Ok ok .. enough of my boring life as a "school kid". Back to reality. Life is pretty much moving on for me... Just a little off track a couple of months back. And i do realise that i need to catch up with a lot of my friends after this course of mine.... </p> <p>A recent small talk we had regarding housing: The housing prices in singapore is really on the steep side nowadays.. i wonder how much will it be when i start my career.. A million?? Standard of living really rocketed over the years. Initially i looked at those studio apartments.. WOW.. they sure cost a bomb.. 800K.. hmm. not in rupees k.. is SDG..At the rate things goes.. will take me at least another 5 yrs before i can even make any deposit for housing =( </p> <p>Another notion came in was travelling.. maybe stress or whatsoever.. haha.. i really feel like going to some nice beach out there. Have a little bit of tanning, enjoy the sand sun sea. Go play some water sports. Get a massage by the sea tihngy. Have some drinks at night. haha... dreaming eh =P </p> <p>Okay. back to reality. Going out soon. Cheers! =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/05/10/some-thoughts-4155091/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-04-27:/2008/04/27/back-to-the-days-4099815/xiang3102008-04-27T06:44:47+02:002008-04-27T06:44:47+02:00 <p>Believe it or not.. i'm like back to school days again.. haha.. due to my course requirements.. i've been camping in the library rather often. =P kinda reminds me of those days when i was back in school. though frankly speaking i've not worked as hard back then.. haha irony. Career at stake as many would remind me. XD </p> <p>Yeah.. the library nowadays is kinda packed too..most likely due to school mid term exams and stuff like that. Been seeing a lot of students camping inside too. All the muggers. haha... not to mention that over weekends, the library seemed even more crowded. </p> <p>Weekends is no longer play time for me =( can't go out enjoy. Friends "jio" me out but can't go... have to study. I've told myself that i've to complete my syllabus for the day no matter what temptions.. So sorry my friends. And i've missed two sessions of KTV.. aaeehhhghhh.. so miss singing. =( </p> <p>3 more weeks to the end of my course. Hopefully everything will go on smoothly then. =) cheers everyone! Time to go "camping". </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/04/27/back-to-the-days-4099815/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-04-23:/2008/04/23/lost-be-gone-4082342/xiang3102008-04-23T09:09:14+02:002008-04-23T09:09:14+02:00 <p>Hi Hi..<br> Time for my updates again =) Great News this time round. No more dis-heartening news from me. =P Yup Yup.. i started my course on monday 21 Apr 2008. This will be the last course that i'll be going through for the next couple of years.. i think.. haha. And it is only after this course then i can start my career. In a way. =) </p> <p>So will be working hard for it. Will be having my exams on the 6 May 2008. OMG.. .so little time so much study material to cramp inside my head. @_@ But never the less.. i'll give it all i can. afterall this is what i've been working and slaving my ass over the past 2 yrs plus. heehee... Is my own choice. </p> <p>Recently been hearing my friends going travelling, looking at all those overseas pics.. wah... tons tons tons of them look so luring.. @_@ .. so tempted to go also. But nothing new.. me broke. haha... so can't go. Used to say got time no money. Now worse.. no time no money .. haha.. who says life get better =P heeehee.. nah.. one more year to go. ENDURE! ^_^</p> <p>Okay .. time to bury myself in the materials again.. haha =D </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/04/23/lost-be-gone-4082342/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-03-31:/2008/03/31/rzandom-updatez-3975575/xiang3102008-03-31T16:55:34+02:002008-03-31T16:55:34+02:00 <p>So what have you people been up to over the weekend?</p> <p>Me have been meeting with friends catching up as usual =P But still there are some friends whom i haven met up with... they are errmm too busy ... hahaha.. guess thats a very common problem that most will face. Afterall, most are working now.. can't come out with a good timing. @_@ Sad to say, but true. </p> <p>Maybe because now i'm more free thats why i can arrange for these meeting up.. but when i start my flights, i'll probably end up like the majority i guess.. hmmm.. which i really hope not. =( </p> <p>Anyway.. feeling a little moody.. not really in the correct state. @_@ Nitez </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/03/31/rzandom-updatez-3975575/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-03-25:/2008/03/25/super-long-weekend-3938046/xiang3102008-03-25T15:00:31+01:002008-03-26T16:40:11+01:00 <p>Opps..i guess my previous save didn't get through. =P haha... Actually i wrote a pretty long one. hmmm... my bad anyways for not checking before saving. </p> <p>Yup.. my super long weekend started last thurs all the way till mon. Last thurs i metup with my primary school friends..had an expensive dinner at marche, which didn't taste good. Ended up going to Thai ascent for a second helping =P. After dinner i went to this nice nice drinking place at keppel with another grp of friends. And to round up after the drinking session, i went back to join my primary sch friends.. LOL.. spent the entire night until friday morning. Since is a good friday.. hack.. i can afford to be back early in the morning.. haha.. no work. Yeah! Yup Yup.. have to be be a good boy on good friday.. heehee. So i went out with my family and aunties for lunch. Had dinner + supper together.. heehee. Someone commented about me always having supper.. haha.. my answer to that is me need to maintain my weight. Still too skinny =P </p> <p>Now.. Sat went out with my JC friends. Went bowling and dinner together.<br> Supper as usual for me.. heehee.. And sunday was my rest day.. heehee. stayed at home for most of the time, except for my dinner + supper.<br> Monday met up with junmei, another JC classmate of mine. Went for breakfast at tea garden.. nice place. =) then Jalan Jalan till almost evening time. However when i get back home.. i was caught in the downpour. drenched inside out. Think i got a little sick cos of that.. @_@ My long weekend offically ended then. However on tues, me only had to attend a talk no office. heehee.. so yup yup . free again, haha....<br> In fact, today is my first day back in office.. yeah! but still.. tomorrow have to go back office =( so sad. guess will have to wait until the upcoming weekend before i have my break again..</p> <p>ok ok .. thats enuff for my current blog. Tired le. Cheers everyone! Nites everyone. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/03/25/super-long-weekend-3938046/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-03-24:/2008/03/24/some-old-updates-made-new-3930676/xiang3102008-03-24T14:18:31+01:002008-03-24T14:18:31+01:00 <p>Lets start from the time when i was called up to start my Learjet course. I was scheduled to leave singapore then in mid dec 2007. Once again, going miss the christmas and Chinese New Year. But nevertheless, is better going there for the course then to spend more time waiting for the course to start.. haha.. </p> <p>And there i was in Maracyhdoore in Australia for the 2 months plus. A mixture of both Luck and Perserverence.. managed to clear my course and come back a little ahead. =) During my stay there, i didn't actually get much chance to venture out, only went out 3 times from what i can recall. Went down to gold coast, movieworld and once to sunshine plaza... thats about it. Most of the time either i'm flying, in simulator or preparing.. but at least i can't complain much about having too much free time unlike those times back in jandakot. =) </p> <p>Alright.. when i came back from Australia, i was posted back to do office work again. Nothing special, nothing much to talk about. of course unless you wanna hear much of my whining =P haha.. Yup and so i was back in singapore, busy catching up with friends and my family. And my buddies, during one the meeting up, managed to convince me to go japan with them.. heehee.. and there and then i decided to go. Was pretty much a last minute decision. Decided and booked the tickets to Japan on a Sunday, collected my Ticket on Monday, applied for leave on tuesday and i flew off on wednesday.. =P </p> <p>Now my japan trip. Was there for 11 days. Had my fair share of fun and adventure =) Spent a mini bomb... which explains why i'm broke =P It was an eye-opener trip for me. Seeing whats usually on tv coming to live.. haha. Seeing touching hearing tasting smelling everything for real. My trip covered basically only in the Kansai region. Mainly Osaka, Kyoto, Kobe, Nara, Tamba.</p> <p>As for the photos, guess is a little too much to be posted in here. Will have to go to my facebook to see. Guess will stop for now.<br> Will update soon. Cheers! =)</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/03/24/some-old-updates-made-new-3930676/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2008-03-22:/2008/03/22/long-lost-but-now-found-3921236/xiang3102008-03-22T16:32:06+01:002008-03-22T16:32:06+01:00 <p>Hi Hi ppl... </p> <p>I'm back again. Yup i know i disappeared for a few months, but now i'm found again.. heehee. This time will be better. </p> <p>Was away in Brisbane for my training. No internet. No nothing. Just training. After my training, i came to singapore, and in less than a week, i went to japan for holidays.. yeah! heehee.. i deserved the break.. =P And yup now here i am again. </p> <p>I'm currently uploading my pictures in facebook. Can go take a look if you want. Cheers! Will update again. =) </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2008/03/22/long-lost-but-now-found-3921236/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2007-11-01:/2007/11/01/pics_from_genting~3230101/xiang3102007-11-01T16:31:39+01:002007-11-01T16:31:39+01:00 <p><a href="http://www.blog.co.uk/media/photo/10_hiding_in_bushes/2109014" title="10-Hiding in bushes"><img src="http://data3.blog.de/media/014/2109014_d3534d2499_s.jpg" alt="10-Hiding in bushes" vspace="5" hspace="5"></a></p> <p>The rest are in my media.. go take a look =) Cheers! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2007/11/01/pics_from_genting~3230101/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2007-10-30:/2007/10/30/my_genting_trip_oct~3219438/xiang3102007-10-30T16:48:33+01:002007-10-30T16:48:33+01:00 <p>Hi Hi.. I'm back from Genting on Sun nite. Got to say is a pretty good break for me. =) As for the pics.. hmmm.. have to wait till i convert them into smaller files before i upload them. If not can just go to my facebook photos to look at them. =) </p> <p>Okay.. what did i do there? Basically i spend most of my time zzzz and eating there.. haha YES YES YES.. i did go to the casino. And nope.. i din win, neither did i lose any though.. so is still not that bad. I remember i was really tired when i reach genting then. Maybe due to the lack of zzzz the day before. Was staying over at YC's house with Col and yi. I din catch zzzz, maybe brain was to active then. hahaha... anyways, i hit the bed soon after dinner. The 3 went ahead with their money rolling plans, while i play with the zzzz monsters =P But i woke up before 12 to join Col for 2 hrs before i knock out again. @_@ Second day wasn't much different from the first except we had more time on our hands. Up to the second day, i was still in the green for the winnings, however i returned then all on the 3rd.. haha.. shhhh , dun ask why either. =P </p> <p>And guess what.. the world is so small.. I MET my JC friend on the way back to singaopore. She also went to genting with her family. And she was on the same bus with me, but i did not see her.. MY BAD. However, we manage to meet when we disembark for some shopping.. heehee... LUCKY! for almost like 8-9 yrs we haven met, and lucky for me that she still look pretty much the same. =) A couple of weeks back, a simliar event happened to my primary school friend too, he also met our long-lost primary school classmate in taiwan. LOL, couldn't imagine it happening to me till then. haha... Anyways, managed to catch up a bit over the past 2 days too.. =) </p> <p>Sure glad that we can still meet up and catch up some past time. Dun you? Shall stop here. Cheers! Nitez </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2007/10/30/my_genting_trip_oct~3219438/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:xiang310.blog.co.uk,2007-10-24:/2007/10/24/break~3187830/xiang3102007-10-24T14:22:00+02:002007-10-24T14:22:00+02:00 <p>Have been a pretty long time since i last had a break... will be going to genting for a small mini one over this weekend. And a real good one will be next month. Will be going to taiwan for 5 days. Yeah! Finally can go for break! I want to travel!!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://xiang310.blog.co.uk/2007/10/24/break~3187830/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>